i feel all weird. like im inside a bubble and there's this "thing" that makes everything funny. it feels like im in a never ending laugh-a-thon. im not even on drugs. is this what people call...."happiness"? i can even listen to music that i couldnt before because of a heart-break i never told anyone about, but had still managed to attatch music too. now i think my hearts kinda almost on the up. im gross positive now. ew. nah, lets get realistic. i think i just feel a bit better, after some news, a new fulltime job, and a few new (and old) crushes to buzz around in my head. still. one of you are straight and the other has the wrong bits. but hey, i can still think about you, i just dont think about those parts.