i just want to go there now.
scottish cold just isnt enough.
i want all the snow to blot out the memory-bit in my brain.
i want to not be able to access the part in my brain that this year is stored in.

but i am also looking forward to feeling all safe and fun when i get home.
because you're all there and it's been too long.
i think it's going to be worth more than diamonds and gold (and i cant wait).