so now that i am jobless,

i find myself with shitloads of free time.

to think about things,

dream about you,

think about how shit it is that you're not on the same "team" as me.

i figure that i think too much.

but i like thinking about you.

and, up until now in blog-land,

no one knew i was thinking about you.

no one was meant to know.

(i think i have it in for myself.)