so now that i am jobless,
i find myself with shitloads of free time.
to think about things,
dream about you,
think about how shit it is that you're not on the same "team" as me.
i figure that i think too much.
but i like thinking about you.
and, up until now in blog-land,
no one knew i was thinking about you.
no one was meant to know.
(i think i have it in for myself.)