today is the best weather.

that kind of weather that urges me to put on

all my favourite music and stay out in the rain

longer than i should.

if im honest with myself,

im on track,i just have to remember little goals.

but im seriously getting there!

even though i know there's things missing,

it's not the time, and im ok with that.

and every now and then i feel like making the effort,

and i think that's the bomb.

i think of what i used to miss and long for,

and how all the little reminders that happen everyday

mean shit.

it lifts my heavy boots that much closer to the heavens.