one thing i really hate more and more is my face.
i can never disguise the emotion im feeling,
my face just lights up a great big neon sign
blarring what it is.
and more and more i feel like i am being pulled away from everything.
not in an emo way,
but in a "im going to run away and start again with no past allowed in."
there's just been so many hurts and mistakes and
shitty shitty bits that i just want to remove from my head and my heart.
my only concern is that i mite be a repeat offender,
or that i mite just fall off the face of my future and never return to home.